Friday, February 27, 2009

yes i am..third party trustee. Taking care of something that does not belong to me, yet to go through the mundane rhythm umpteen times. It will never be yours eventually. I will not forget the foot drill of the march. Oblivion cannot be equated to out of sight. Projected at different angles, someone please cut me like how a jeweler craves diamonds out of stones. Dull, lifeless me, I need to dazzle and release the fire of diamonds. I feel that I am not in my field nor am I unleashing my potential. Are we playing the same game?

One is a loner
Two is a couple
Three is a crowd

Labels: game over

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Pictures updated!! From Yesterday's outing(: yay!! haven seen jaime for the longest time! haha(: we are meeting up again on the day for results. Oh gosh, I just cannot explain the periodic churning in my stomach when i think of the day when we will get back results. It is like mild judgement day.


Spot the rainbow?? It will get more obvious later on...

Labels: Subway Eat Fresh

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Yes!! I am finally prepared mentally to blog again(: haha..more like I have eventually enough rest for the exciting gatherings that I had been going. These are the photos from the sunday outing with girlfriends. Amanda and I were led by funny msgs sent by rox to outram park, then to harbourfront and to vivo's candy empire. We were talking so happily when we met and once we reached candy empire, the msg came: COVER EACH OTHER'S EYES. We found it humorous and did not do what was told. Soon enough, there came: HAPPY BIRTHDAY! SCREAAAAMM! haha(: the two sweet girls greeted us with pretty balloons and cupcakes. They brought us to st james flea market to look around.



As we were going back, mingbei called me on my mobile. She asked if I went to flea market. Alv even mentioned that they saw me there with a balloon tied to my bag. It reads: "Happy Birthday Princess" Apparently, everyone at the flea market was staring at the balloon floating above their heads. However, I walked around unabashed(: It turned out that mingbei and alv were waiting for me to go over to their stall for quite some time. Oh gosh, the place was so crowded and we were walking in circles most of the time. It was a crazy day and I miss you girls(:

These are the photos we took on friday outing with chengying, shey and evan. The very artistic photos(: haha!
I was trying to imitate a girl who was staring the blank wall opposite the paintings at esplanade. Being inspired, I decided to do the same.

Labels: updates

Saturday, February 21, 2009

The night before was spent in a most splendid way. Things we shared were hilarious and the highlight of the evening was the crazy snapping of pictures after dinner. From decent pictures to outrageously extreme photos that involved the highway, flyer, underground bunk and the toilet, we girls were oozing with excitement. Ive never laughed so hard ever since I started working. The night view was breathtaking. I really had a great time. Thank you chengying, shey and evan!

Today, i went out on a lunch and shopping date with my mum. I met Adel working at courts after having lunch with mum at IKEA. Mum bought a SalonCurl Pro for me( my belated birthday present). I was elated(: The funny thing was that the cashier did not scan the barcode properly and when we enter the lift to go down, the security alarm doors sounded. We decided to ignore it. However, when we exited the lift at level one, passing through the gates, a booming alarm sounded! We were in a state of shock when the security guard approached us. He smiled at us and told us that we can go in and get it scanned properly as this kind of mistake may happen at times. Oh my. So feeling abashed, we went in again(alarm sounded once more) and got our purchase scanned properly. Haha(: next, we went to Arena@ TM to find her swimwear. Im glad we managed to find a professional looking one for her. She is THIS happy :D We went to look around at courts and best and we bought an oven. Too bad it cannot be used to make bread any more. I mean, I cannot attempt to make bread anymore. I generally make scones instead. That aside, Im highly anticipating tomorrow afternoon!

I will be going out with roxanne, kathleen and amanda tomorrow to.. Oh well, I don't know where and what are we going to do. Rox and kat are going to do something to manda and I. This is the sms that we had received this afternoon:

"ATTENTION AGENT A001 AND M002, YOU HAVE BEEN SELECTED BY UNIDENTIFIED CREATURES TO EMBARK ON A SECRET MISSION ON SUNDAY, AT 1300HRS. PLEASE BE AT BEDOK STATION THEN. YOU WILL RECEIVE FURTHER INSTRUCTIONS UPON ARRIVAL."

Figure that out. haha(: so both of us are still in the dark regarding tmr's plan. Thank you to the caller that had wished me "Have a good weekend, Michelle". I am really having the high time this weekend!

Labels: wonderful weekend

Friday, February 20, 2009

Yesterday's dinner with shu ning was really enjoyable. I realized that we have yet to meet each other for months! So many things to catch up with each other. I feel that we are the kind of friends where by even if we do not meet up for the longest time, once we meet up, we talked as though we met each other yesterday. She is the first friend that plays with my dolls when she came to my house in Sec1(: haha! She asked me to add more to my collection so she can come again next time! so comical..she mixed up cuticles and follicles when we went shopping. Very amusing..

Michelle: ewww..the cuticles scissors looks so disgusting! it is used to pull out the whole nail!
Shuning: huh..really meh? It is used to cut your hair..cuticles right? Its on your scalp or sth.
Michelle: Are you sure? (hands her a bottle of nail varnish remover that reads "Protects and nourish your cuticles") So this is used to wash our hair?

haha(: lovely, I will meet up with her more often. Tonight, we have another dinner outing with shey, chengying and evan! yay! will update again..today the office is filled with love. will update once I reached home..outta this workplace where I can think properly..haha!

Labels: dinner date

Thursday, February 19, 2009

New skills to be taken up this new year!! well..or you can choose to hone your skills this very year(: Mummy has her new cheeky sisters' activities three times a week. I can feel her oozing with excitement when she showed us(at 3 different times) her new swimming gear- posing left and right with her swimming cap and goggles on. Totally stunning! haha..maybe I should take up swimming too..with chengying(: but im thinking of taking a dance class starting in april. I just hope that im not the slowest and the least flexible. I will wish that I can excel in that class even though it is a beginner class.

Going through the motion countless times. Meeting hao peng you tonight for dinner!! yay(: most probably we will be eating at the eighteen chefs(: Till then, i will update again! Enjoy yourself people..weekend is coming!

Labels: skills development

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

The moment I said it

The moment I said it,The moment I opened my mouth
Lead in your eyelids,Bulldozed the life out of me
I know what you're thinking,But darling you're not thinking straight
Sadly things just happen we can't explain

It's not even light out,But you've somewhere to be
No hesitation
No I’ve never seen you like this,
And I don't like it I don't like it I don't like it at all

Just put back the car keys,
Or somebody's gonna get hurt
Who are you calling at this hour?
Sit down, come round, I need you now
We'll work it all out together,
But we're getting nowhere tonight
Now sleep, I promise it'll all seem better,
Somehow in time
It's not even light out,
Suddenly (suddenly) oh, you've somewhere to be
With no hesitation

Oh, I've never seen you like this
You're scaring me
You're scaring me
You're scaring me to death

Don't…ohh (smash)
Please don't…ohh (and a-[please] nother one)
Don't…ohh (smash)
Please don't…ohh (and a-[please] nother one)
I'm losing you, I'm losing you
Trust me on this one
I've got a bad feeling,
Trust me on this one
You're gonna throw it all away
With no hesitation
(Smash)

Labels: face it

Refreshed and rejuvenated! yesterday gym work-out at workplace was great! Im really glad that chengying and I managed to do cardio for at least half and hour(: the feeling of going to gym with someone and not running on the treadmill alone is so satisfying. Now, we will be going to the gym once a week. Healthy lifestyle is one that we should be living with(: exercise exercise exercise!

next..the exciting thing this week is that Ive found my favourite rose tea once again!! haha(: at braddel station 7-11! yay!! the really last time when i tasted the sweet blend was when brian bought one for me while he was having orientation(MMM) haha(: yesterday i had a sucrose feeling..sticky like honey before the workout. Maybe its just plain tiredness..but I guess exercise work wonders!!

you cant make a dead heart comes to life anymore..quit trying okay. Im in love with "The Moment You Said It" by Imogen Heap(:

Labels: heap

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Break-OUT is really interesting! The characters were made to be unique and personalised. The music fitted the movement of the plot to a T. Oh! The lightings had a huge part in the plot as well, in ensuring the smooth transition through out the whole performance. A special blend of b-boy, pop, lock and beat-box is presented together with comic relief. The backdrop set looks real and has more effect than a normal screen-like backdrop. I love the setting of the cathedral in particular. Especially when the lights shone through the stained glass and the colours were reflected on the stage. I really admire the three B girls because they are such great dancers! A typical dance performance made untypical with the humorous dancers. In prison or when the characters break-out of the prison, the audience was always so tickled by their actions. When they do segments of solos, their experienced break-dance skills left the audience speechless. A really professional performance brought across, their enjoyment of dance became our very own in that short 80mins. I am impressed.

Labels: Break-Out

It has past 12 am..1 am even..haha(: WELCOME TO THE ATROCIOUS 19TH YEAR OF LIFE and counting. The new day starts with regularity. Lunch was a Jap hit, delicacies prepared by mum and sis. I pretty much enjoyed that meal but was bloated to the max. Moscato was so young and delightful that it lulled me to a nap.


My dad does have a great sense of novelty when it comes to giving ang pao for birthdays. This is what happened to my youngest baby.





Birthday dinner was @ BUO. Yes, I really love that place. Great food, great atmosphere. We were just enjoying the night.

Labels: experiences

Friday, February 13, 2009

okay(: im here to because i kept my promise. Yesterday we had ventilation--a monthly affair to have a meeting to discuss about our team's performance and to celebrate monthly birthdays. Im very blessed to be the only birthday girl of the month so I get 19candles exact on the cake.

the two other cakes also from prima deli..three cakes to fill the tummies of all.

This is a brand new experience to celebrate birthday with colleagues because I have never had colleagues before. Boss pk is very nice and kind who is willing to "go the extra mile" for us. I was bathing in bliss yesterday.

Today, chengying and I prepared the v.day gifts for our colleagues. We went to NTUC to hunt for red apples to make a nice nice card to put on the stalk(: A very healthy V.day gift.

Next..ive finally managed to do a digiscrap photo of chengying and I(:

hope you like this as much as i do(: haha..thank you for everything!

Btw, I have a new swatch as a birthday present from sis. Yay!

Labels: All well ends well(:

okay(: i have so many things to update regarding today and yesterday. I promise i will stay up late tonight to update and faithfully do digital scrapbooking! And wait for the auspicious hour(:

Labels: promises

Thursday, February 12, 2009

So simple. A workout during lunch with chengying and sharon, a sprint to the cafe to get some munch. Satisfaction. I'm starting to like the nice shower in the toilet after gym. Great staff welfare. A lady i came to know today taught me how to use the equipment properly without hurting my knees and my back(: but i know I most probably will suffer from jelly-legs syndrome tomorrow.

A simple thought/idea to make gifts for v.day for our colleagues, plan was almost thwarted. Haha..crazy spy. Random words like milk, orange juice, birthdays..were part of our distraction for our very spy. hopefully shim will not find out before tmr(: haha(: looks like we have some things to buy in preparation for tmr!

Have yet to meet up with the dancers for the longest time ever. Rox msged me to ask if we should organize another party/picnic for the dancers on the 28th Feb. I'm thinking of the best place and activity to have this gathering..any suggestions??

Labels: simplicity in the highest degree

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

perfect party: alternation in meaning. The danger that lurks when the drawstring gets pulled so hard that it snapped. Then, it goes back to how it is supposed to be. The cycle of hopes.

The seeming silhouette can be perturbing because random thoughts erupted most inappropriately. There i shall embarked on a journey to keep my emotions in check. Reality versus the distortion of truth. I prefer the latter.

Chengying says that an empty vessel makes the most noise. Perhaps it is true but i feel as though im totally drained already. Let alone noise, uttering a syllable will require my utmost effort.

Pretty weird, awaiting for time as always. Indulging in a world that is not mine while returning back to where i start off this morning.

Labels: ambivalent

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

I had not posted for days. I guess that a sudden realisation had hit me with a whack that by choosing to blog again, I had welcomed the sense the nudity once more. The feeling of being traced, having people comment about the things you write, well, it is plain awkward. Not to raise the fact that my brother has to mention the details of my blog with a hint that says: I'm a loyal fan of your blog!!" arghhh.. that is so not needed. What i meant is that i dont need someone to smirk at me when the plans that i anticipated (like watching a movie) were ruined. Yes, i meant that, thank you! It was the same wasn't it..knowing my outings and what the hell out of crap. Don't tell me what i already know and don't prove to me in quotations of what I have written. Enough is enough.

That aside, I'm freaking turning to a 19-yr-old kid/hag soon? Gone away the years of anticipation, passed the age of adolescence(perhaps) and shredded into pieces were the residues of empty dreams. It would be just any other day isn't? A busy day for everyone that they cannot afford to spend time with me. Of course there are no obligations this time round. I will not tie them with any events/timeless parties. No..not this time. I have lost the bubbles in my head and I am now sick of regularities. Therefore, the blueprint in my head currently shows no plan for this wreckend.

haha(: blueberrry snowblend with pearls..eek! who says revolution is always good? Pearls still do not get into my good books most "unfortunately". haha..i have offended chengying, the princess of pearls, with this statement.
haha(: the big hu-ha over voicemail..laughs* "thank you so much for being spontaneous!..that's what a FRIEND is for.." haha(:

Saturday, February 7, 2009

so overwhelming! haha(: today i went to north bridge road, the elderly link to help out. it's my sis's company event..but i went to help out anyway. We had to drag out all the chairs and wipe them clean. The chairs(about 200) were all so dusty! It was really fun when we had to serve the elderly with food and drinks(: they were all so grateful and happy that we are there and it's such a rare scene..so many elderly folks attending this event. The elderly gives me a feeling of serenity, however, their postures and stance make them seem too fragile. Im glad that through this event, i had the chance to meet and work with sis's colleagues..they are so nice! haha(:

then we went to great-aunt and great uncle 's house..had a lot of fun..with dogs circling right below ur feet. haha! heihei was licking my toes and in between them which was so sloppy and ticklish(: xiao bai gave me a shock when it bark so fiercely suddenly. He is cute and soft (: After which, we proceeded to ikea for tea-break and to giant to buy ingredients for tmr's steamboat! haha(:

Yay! tmr after dance, we are finally going to watch the curious case of BB! then we have steamboat dinner at home(: haha! im trying my best to learn digital scrapbooking..oh my it is really hard ):

Labels: packed

Thursday, February 5, 2009

back from dance(: it was pretty stupid though..haha(: im glad shuyi's dad sent me home..if not the train ride from toa payoh back will be very tiring as usual. I left workplace at about 7pm..so funny all the office gossips! haha(: and managed to go to the destination..thanks to gothere.sg recommended by shawn..haha(: i saved the details in my phone but so silly..forgot to type in bus no..end up have to ask passengers' service office for the bus number. However, as predicted..i reached in 20-25 mins! so amazing!

yay!! i finally cut my hair..more like trim..all the dead frizzy jungle-like hair are all trimmed away. finally..haha(: after perming my hair twice..my hair is pretty much damaged already. It is very funny because shuyi commented on how long my hair is now as we haven met for months..haha..i told her i just went to trim off the bottom part yesterday..or else..it will be even longer(hideous).

before the end of my work, i had an irritating caller that had left me exasperated and fuming. So idiotic! i hadnt got time for dinner so today i drank 3 packets of vitasoy in total. Kinda left with no choice as biting is still difficult for me..i just dont wanna eat painkillers..im starting to think about the next monkey boys outing as im the organiser this time round..chuck is coming back to spore from switz in june(:

Labels: volcano eruption

so sleepy today..couldnt sit still without dozing off..lawling around..

there is dance perf today but i think i will die of boredom..haha..did some stretchings and felt the pull of my hamstring. how to dance later? haha..all my kicks and leaps will be super low!

i think i took sth that i shouldn today.
but i dont mind anyway cos im having fun..sorta! haha(:

Labels: lazy bone

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Today i have an impulse to cut my hair! haha..perhaps trim..haha..dont think that im so bold to snip it to even shoulder-length! haha(:

today boss pk told me that i have received a compliment letter from one of the caller i served last month. She said that im nice and polite..haha(: im happy cos pk said this is the first time ppl fax in compliment letter..haha(: cos the caller dont noe how to email!

my nose tap is still on..not following the save water campaign at all..throat feels funny..and my braces are so tight that i can hardly chew..haha! the allignment is weird but im sure it will move faster to a comfortable position.

btw, i think that my blog has cookies or what so ever..because once you click on my blog, there will be silly ad popping out. maybe the cookie monster is hiding somewhere(:

Labels: change

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

yes..my nose is participating in a marathon!! running happily away from me..argghhh..picture this! went to dental today and have wires stretched to the back already..the wire is thicker and stronger now..the feeling is tighter(which is sickly cos i like it) And i chose bright luminous orange! Dr Tan asks if i have yet to get over CNY.haha..i think i just want to get some colour to cheer myself up. I think that i will want to try out ALL THE COLOURS before i take off my braces..the duration is so short and expensive..why not right? haha(:

I wonder if i will be well enough to report for work tmr..very giddy now..why must our throat and nose be connected? oh my..a while sore throat then it went up to my nose..oh stoopid virus..stop running about will you?

oh come on..i have dance on thurs night..dont you ruin my plans! im glad that i finally get to dance again. Although its chinese dance, i dont mind as long as i get to earn more money and exercise! though i really miss contemporary dance.

Labels: sick

whoa..i think im having a flu cum sore throat.. back from lunch with chengying and rueben..haha(: the lunch is very funny bacause of the topics we discussed. haha..and rueben is more chee-na than we think..he knows chinese medicine and the throat sweet that he recommends is really effective!

okay..and we got a stoopid old tau pok caller...totally flabbergasted..so unreasonable, impatient and self-righteous. Yucks! oh my..im sure raihan will have a hard time sorting out this case. and i have a caller that very funny..
says that he does not wanna irritate ppl by calling back..then he said sth so demanding that i went..errrrkk..and he said i noe im irritating you already! grrrrk..so difficult..so little authority to make decision regarding any case here cos we must contact the senior management through email..OMG! rubbish! luckily im going home early today..the flu and the stoopid escalations are driving me mad!

Labels: flabbergasted

Monday, February 2, 2009

whee..the prize winners are so happy and they were all very nice to us! haha(: its very funny how june thinks its funny when cheng and I seem like "good friends" with the winners. Well, i think that only the both of us will know how they treat us like "Fortune God". In fact, it is very heart-warming to see them so happy when they know that we are not a illegal syndicate out to con ppl over the phones! haha..some winners just "impress" us a little too much on our little impressionable minds(: like longlong and pe erm erm tea erm cher. Oh well, im glad that i can be there for the presentation and time really passed very quickly while we were as busy as a bee(:

I got in touch with a few close friends recently and am glad that i did. I got to have a few heart-to-heart long talks with chuck, and funny emailing/msn with my long lost pri friend andrea! haha(: i told her many pri sch friends forgot the roots and all..but only her who can still chat up with me when we meet in spore like we have never lost contact for 6yrs..we were not even classmates, just choir friends..amazing(: I will treasure all these friendship(:

Im losing my voice! very happy today but i think that im getting too heaty already..gosh..tmr i have dental..contemplating btwn the colours..haha(:

Labels: Art of Talking

Cheng was saying how life will be like without being able to work at SPH anymore in a few months time. I know we will miss this place definitely..bad callers or good callers. We love this job and the exposure that we get(:

haha(; in 15mins time i will be able to meet so many lucky winners for the draw..yay! i think they are pretty excited too..today's escalation like before is one of the kind that i have to pick up the pieces shattered by another. But its okay cos i like writting esclation reports(: better than mundane web-surfing..haha(:

Labels: escalation

So tiring! haha..today is a new sch day for all the freshies in JCs!! I know that they will have a smashing time at orientation(: haha..yesterday dinner was so funny..talking bout silly ppl and looking at photos at facebook.. i think that today's dinner should be fun too as they are also coming over!

Grrr..next time pls dont try to read my freaking blog in front of me..so rude okay..yes..you can say i did post it up for everyone to see..but ppl see it at their own discretion..you dont use my com and read my blog in my room with me in it!! Analogy: If i give you a letter, eventually you will read it. However, this feeling is like the party rips open my letter immediately and starts dictating out the contents straight in my face! Figure that!

I wonder what lunch will be like..haha(:

Labels: New Morning

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Hello people!! yay(: i finally changed my blogskin! after all the stumbles and help rendered by jeremy bro..im done with my new blog outlook! I must admit that i quite like the look of this skin..its a lot more straight forward to use than the previous one (: i hope you all like it as much as i do..haha! Jeremy also helped Aunty Agnes with her new blog..she will be launching this blog for her showcasing of her amazing skills!! pls click her link(aunty agnes) very soon and learn about make-up!! haha..she is already a professional make-up artist and she will be updating her new blog very soon(:

We had low hei the third time this afternoon and a wonderful lunch prepared by mummy again. She is really a talented cook..if you have tried her cooking, you will know what i mean. Anyway..now we are waiting for dinner to come. tengkiat and liping(my cousins) will be joining us too! haha(: mummy is already busy preparing dinner from starter to desert. Tmr is work again and i have to do.........nvm! jiayou jiayou(:

Labels: new blog skin

Oh great! the low hei session at granny's place is very fun..so many ppl with one dog..very silly though..about some relatives that are super afraid of the dog..inclusive of mummy. I have 30% phobia for dogs and cats etc..haha(: And after that, the cousins went for our own exclusive outing! Yay! We decided to watch Bride wars or The Wedding Game. Cos sadly, the curious case of Ben. Buttons is not out yet!! arghhhh.. nvm i shall catch it soon! haha(: so the three of us with Liping and Teng Kiat went to 24 hour mac to enjoy fries and ice cream while chatting..its super funny this sharing session. I feel that we are the closest cousins together and we can talk about anything under the sun! haha(; since we were always together since young..haha. The feeling is that when you are talking with them..there isnt a superficial feeling or what so ever..it's so bare..we shared bout r.ships, stoopid things when we were young and our weird habits. When you are out with friends..sometimes i feel that this level of involvement is never there..oh well(: my sis and bro are eyeing to use my com to convert videos and to find more songs..so i will update again! tmr Lipeng, teng Kiat and family will be joining us for dinner! Exciting(:

Labels: bonding

Let me tell you

I'm glad that you are here to read about my updates. There are so many things that I want to share but so little time to meet up personally with you my friends. Small talk, high tea. However, there might be too many things happening that I may fail to capture all here.

Mirror Me

What you read might not be what you see or hear from me.
I will try my best to articulate my thoughts here.

Going anywhere?

Elysium
Anna
Violet
Sze Ying
Ying Hua
Lois
Emily
Grace
Janey
Wanyee
Chengying
Jaime
Aunty Agnes

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