Saturday, August 9, 2008
Singing rhymes,
counting stars,
wonder sometimes
what would it be like on Mars.
What will I be when I grow up?
Days gone past,
way too fast.
Primary, secondary, tertiary...
Education of which I hold no memory.
What do I want eventually?
Graduation ceremony,
photo-taking.
Jobs applications,
I sent to many.
Replies I received--there weren't any.
Except one.
I don't really have a choice, do I?
Just go with the flow.
I went to work though the pay is low.
This wasn't how I wanted it to be.
No, it couldn't possibly be.
This is the ending
that is not worth thinking.
Labels: future
Liberated at
9:55 AM
Friday, August 8, 2008
Today for national celebration..we watched a movie called Sepet. A real interesting show..a good blend of culture, languages. The sensitive issue of racial discrimination is subtly presented throughout the film. In Singapore, we have come a long way to maintain such harmonious relationships between races. The question about inter-racial marriages posted by our tutors made a few of us think really hard. I know i wouldn't mind if i feel that the relationship is one that we can work on...and both parties can have faith that is strong enough to overcome any obstacle present. Most importantly, I must be the child..not him. He will be the parent..haha..this is my parent-child analogy for relationships between a couple...which i will share another day(:
haha..the more you doubt my ability, i will prove you wrong..just wait and see.
Don't say that you are very disappointed in my actions..for i am also very disappointed in you too. It is under -20degrees celsius now. ):
Labels: cold war
Liberated at
9:10 PM
Thursday, August 7, 2008
This will be a super long post for ive not been here for so long!! horrible horrible daily workload..i feel better today as tmr is the celebration for nat day..gonna watch this very nice movie (: i forgot the title..but heard from syaf tt it will be very nice. Its raining now..thunderstorm..cant go out now..oh man..i wanted to check out the phone shop to see any new offers..i wanna change my phone..like soon..haha(: a week has passed..so quickly..a long weekend then it's full time stooldent AGAIN..seriously..i hate it when ppl scold me or criticise me in any way..good thing for them is that i will remember them for life..and their nasty words! The sky is so bright now..flashes of lightning..working on the com that is beside my window..sittng at my cosy little blogging corner..safe and warm from whatever that is outside..be it the harsh weather now..or any criticism.
My little corner (: note the dark sky outside the window
haha (: random picts..anyway..cheng told me she will wanna study tmr instead of gg sch tmr to watch movie..i think i need to study too..but not tmr as i will wanna watch the movie(: haha..im speculating how many ppl will actually pon tmr's sch..let the probability of MJC students not attending sch tmr be M....so on and so forth..no workings required..all you have to do is press your "machine"! haha(: i didnt get the link from syaf..but i wanted the picts so badly..haha..i couldnt right-click on her blog..it wasnt allowed..i did a lot of stoopid things and i managed to "kope" them.
This was front-rowers picnic special (:
syaf was taking our pict(: we had these for lunch..looks weird but tasted delicious!
I brought fruit with me..apples, oranges and dragonfruit!! i have to "lup" all these to sch on that day..my and i walked to sch..and mummy gave me a PLASTIC knife to cut the fruit in sch cos i guess i couldnt bring the fruit knife outta my hse..haha..yeah and i managed to cut them!
and the bell rang and we were all bloated to max..haha(: what a day..it's fun cos canteen food sucks to the core and we were all happy that we can feel full without stuffing ourselves with canteen junk! Last shot for the 4 of us..with camera propped on a studybench..
haha(: and i also got some class photos that we took after the official photographer left..haha..syaf told us that the photographer and his assistant are a couple..how sweet(:
07S415---common goal
and being fished in a net..mr ng still smiling happily
the four of us..after the rest went to the canteen for some shade.
My fav. classic pict!! Ths sky is so blue and the grass(synthetic) is so GREEN!
so much fun with the loves of 07S415..yeah! happy happy so happy when im typing this post..a juxtaposition of the gloomy weather just outside my window(playing natural symphony). I wanna watch America's Next Top Model later at night for some entertainment(: By the way..im so in love with Anya and Danny..although i already noe who won So You Think You Can Dance..im still gonna support the 2 of them..haha(: Danny is so handsome! and Anya is HOT! Dancers have this tinge of magic in them..they can alws be easily identified for they carry this special "im a dancer" air..haha! Thank you Kat for the bread..it tastes so yummy delicious..ive been making scones instead of bread..fail fail fail..although my family said that my charlatan bread is by far the most delicious "bread"..haha.it looks so funny!
Charlatan bread( honey and eggs) i must admit it's quite yummy..although i still cant understand why the bread i make turns out tasting like scones..hmm..happy holidays everyone!
Labels: stone figures
Liberated at
5:14 PM
Sunday, August 3, 2008
Came home from granny's place at bedok..went to eat dinner at the market opp blk 17..haha..great food..i ate fish slice noodles from Choon Huat fishhead steamboat stall..succulent fish slices that are generous in size, smooth rice noodles added a special texture to the dish. The soup was cooked with ginger slices and bittergourd which remove the fishy smell..the soup tasted unique. Along this 'lorong' of stalls, you can find other stalls that usually have long queues like Ah Wah rojak stall, Wah Kee cooked food selling 'yao yu ong choi', Koon Kee duck rice and the famous stall of fishball noodles(i forgot the stall's name)..great food served(:
Im now doing e-learning..and gonna stay up whole night to complete my work..yeah! no sch tmr..it's a good thing cos then i wouldnt have to be constantly aware of the monthly affair that might ruin my day(:
eeww..i actually took effort to try out the grammar exercise which costs me 44 min plus..disgusting..just cos i changed some words im awarded 0..wa..total of 46.7 ouuta 127 pts..yucky..waste of time..
Labels: time
Liberated at
9:11 PM
oohh..yesterday was a blast..the concert is fantastic..however..the fear and guilt is still in me..i made a terrible terrible mistake. We waited an hour below our house..lesson learnt: never say on the way cos you'll never noe which part of the "way" is already covered. Im very sorry Mr Chia and Kai Jie who waited for the tickets to go in..i was waiting frantically(for an hour) too ): it was a wrong move..and the sadder thing is..i got the tickets mixed up!! i gave Mr Chia the stall tickets not the circle ones he requested..i felt so miserable after the mix up..michelle, now you noe you cant think right and remember things when you are in a fluster! I paid sis for the wrong amt of money collected for the 4 tickets cos circle seats are 3 bucks more than stall. She didnt want the money back..but i insisted cos' i think that this is a mistake tha i should not condone..so yeah..she accepted it(: although i only felt a little better. oh well..
The band is very good..i really thought it was hard work for them to come back and pract so hard for this concert..the bond..the passion(: sis you were great on the stage..always a good percussionist..emily's stage presence was overwhelming and i think she is so 'zai' with the cymbals...and to shi jia and gabriel's bro--you two are the masters of the mallets (: some how when the band played the first song..i felt the hair raising feeling that ive yet to feel for a long time since i left stickwork for footwork..it was amazing. The sound of the glockenspiel played a melody of its own in my mind last night..wrenching but beautiful..perhaps it's been long since i played a melody on the bells..it was..er no..is my favourite perc instrument ever since i get to play this instrument in pri2..during an ensemble piece called "Can-can"..if only band can just be band..simple and nice..nothing complicated..then i will find myself moving instruments again??
haha(:
this is sis playing on bells for the last piece.
we had supper at mkt 85..minced meat noodles and chicken wings(: where i met yan ling walking past our table..
I woke up pretty early today..was the first one to wake up on a sunday morning despite sleeping at 2am(: swollen eye..haha..the issue of the "wait downstairs under the scorching sun" is still a common phrase heard..oh man..anyway..breakfast served with hot coffee to perk up my morning (:
Labels: "on the way"
Liberated at
2:39 PM
Saturday, August 2, 2008
this morning i woke up super early to help my sis to fix her hair..followed by a sumptuous breakfast with sis and si jia..si jia is so nice..like my sis personal assistant(so meticulous) yup..i wonder if they are like excited or even scared that sb mite go outta beat..quite ironic..cos percussionists are the heartbeat of the band..apart from the conductor..who is the brain..sending signals around..haha(: all the best! Zl is coming down to fetch us there in around 2hrs time from now..im supposed to fully utilse this time but haha..look at what im doing now(: im just waiting for mum to make garlic bread and creamy chicken broth later..she is having her nap now..yeah! after that we will all head now to VCH..cant wait(:
Labels: juicy juicy gossips
Liberated at
3:29 PM
Friday, August 1, 2008
Ive read some articles online and i feel so blessed for all my life (: i may not be exceedingly rich..but life has never been hard on me. When i want sth, I will get it eventually. Caring parents, fun-loving siblings..what else can i ask for? when i throw a tantrum, they give in..i even get to choose what i wanna eat for tea-break and dinner if i want to..life is good for me (:
May happiness always attain equilibrium.
Liberated at
11:36 PM
Yesterday was a day when i really wanna blog certain things but..oh man..i don't have the luxury of time to do so..haha..so im gonna blog bout yesterday first.
Yesterday:
During lit tutorial, we had a lot of fun..esp when mr wee wanted us to send a rep to rotate to other groups..to discuss if the persona is a rich man or a poor man..i came back quite convinced tt he shld be rich..and so funny..somehow, i got persuaded by the other grps bout some pts and syaf and siyin were trying to "convert" me back(: i didnt do much..i still feel sick..im still having headaches..the doc's medicine is so not working..
Today is a very packed day..so mixed with emotions..things done and undone. I had my last session of tennis as pe elective..i wanna thank pearl for teaching me..although i wasnt around last week..i still cant play this sport right..i also wanna thank ying hua for teaching me how to play squash.at least i know i like this 2 kinda sports now..its really enjoyable. However, if there is a new sport called "Running, bending down and pick up balls", i sweared i could have excelled in that sport cos that's mostly what i "trained" myself to do..haha(: some ppl mite ask why don't you teach dance?? i know i will want to..but i should let myself try some sport games..cos i really really sux at ball games..the sky is so pretty today, a direct contradiction to the weather cos' its so HOT! ppl grumble bout it..but hey..it's really as though we are trapped in this large glass crystal..(anyone watched simpsons?) oh well..then i rushed through work and forgot to fill my bulging tummy enough food to last me for 5x50min periods straight before lessons end..so i suffered as i hear my stomach stage a percussion ensemble piece and sniffing in the aroma of food from nearby tables during the last few periods was definitely agonizing. I just dont have enough brain cells to rush down to get some food before the tcher comes in..silly michelle! after the last bell went..i rushed straight down to the canteen and on the way, wan yee called me from where she was, at the study benches..
wanyee: "where are you going?"
michelle: "going to buy food in the canteen..im starving!"
wanyee: "okay, i go with you."
and i bought food, we stopped at the place where this weird structure used to be..and wanyee spotted the weird pattern on the grass patch..dried grass underneath the structure was obvious and left a srange mark after they dismantle it.
wanyee: "i hope the grass will grow back."
michelle: "im sure it will."
haha..i even said the wrong things to wanyee..like..i know its not hungry ghost fest yet..but i feel like one..and wanyee replied seriously and told me, "today is the first day!" ohoh..im sorry and i dont mean to offend the "good brothers". haha..simple gesture just makes me happy(:
thank you wanyee! they always say a hungry man is an angry man. does that applies to females too??haha(:
getting dizzy spells still..i wonder if somthing like occult is going on..complex numbers and complex ions are getting on my nerves..no wonder my maths and chem alws so "EeU"haha..tmr is sis's "last" concert sorta..im pretty excited bout it..it's a long weekend ahead of me..for mon is staff well-being day and students hor-li-ki-si day as its e-learning..so horrible!
yeah!! our secret proposal-item so-called is no longer a secret..ppl out there, dance society-we dancers will be performing a dance item for prom!! be there okay(: cos its for our teachers and friends!! you go girls..we finished the choreography already..so wonderful!
alright..pushing daisies this weekend(:
Labels: sports for life
Liberated at
7:03 PM
