Sunday, March 1, 2009
Yesterday seemed like the highlight of the whole week. I went back to tkband with mingbei, alv, jojo and met bong,erfi, yughan there. The school has not changed a bit, neither did the familiar smell of music room, perc store etc. I felt like history when I did not recognise most of the members there. The ones that I barely know(Sec 4s now) were those Sec 1s that I met when I was in Sec 4. Nevertheless, I spoke to the kids. Haha(: Managed to teach some sec2s beats from persis and the sec1s how to practise rolling. The moment I picked up the drumsticks, I felt like ancient. I'm glad that I have yet to forget the basics. I must confess that I'm not the best player there, but I do love to teach(: A random thank-you for the compliment. (you won't get it)
On my way to cityhall, my ex-colleague Sasha called me(: She said that she went teary after receiving the scrapbook. I'm glad that she is enjoying her new workplace(so many diff types of teas and coffees that she is spoilt for choices daily) and is able to put up with her bosses' strange accents. Somehow, I have a feeling that she may not be a total simpleton(: I still miss her presence!
After which, I met Iris at Marina square. So much for the flop of the dance gathering(: I did not mind it a bit because at least one turned up! And wanny too, met her to take train back together. So new updates from Iris!! haha(: really had a great time just talking to her--the peaceful iris as always. Outings with old friends are definitely worthwhile, but sadly ephemeral.
Finally my table at home and my workplace is clean and tidy!! oh well..after my spasmodic efforts to make things right. Thus, I look forward to using the new system at work tomorrow! Another new week begins tomorrow. A part of me actually dreads going to work and facing those rapacious callers. However, I must be positive daily because a positive attitude works wonders!(quote from chengying) I wonder how work will be like after the departure of our super intellectual roy!! No one to show me weird pictures, articles, online quizzes etc. Prevailing silence.
Results are coming out soon. I pray that I can get grades that can put me into the position of choosing the courses of my choice, not the other way round. Then will I be able to pursue a future degree of my own volition.
Days of peace, journeys of solitude when necessary. Reflections during a long journey ensure that I can extricate myself from the complexities of the mind. Totally confused and stuck in a dimension of character-division. Perhaps once I can believe that this is pure surmise on my part, then I may be able to behave in a manner that I deem it as appropriate
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