Tuesday, February 10, 2009
I had not posted for days. I guess that a sudden realisation had hit me with a whack that by choosing to blog again, I had welcomed the sense the nudity once more. The feeling of being traced, having people comment about the things you write, well, it is plain awkward. Not to raise the fact that my brother has to mention the details of my blog with a hint that says: I'm a loyal fan of your blog!!" arghhh.. that is so not needed. What i meant is that i dont need someone to smirk at me when the plans that i anticipated (like watching a movie) were ruined. Yes, i meant that, thank you! It was the same wasn't it..knowing my outings and what the hell out of crap. Don't tell me what i already know and don't prove to me in quotations of what I have written. Enough is enough.
That aside, I'm freaking turning to a 19-yr-old kid/hag soon? Gone away the years of anticipation, passed the age of adolescence(perhaps) and shredded into pieces were the residues of empty dreams. It would be just any other day isn't? A busy day for everyone that they cannot afford to spend time with me. Of course there are no obligations this time round. I will not tie them with any events/timeless parties. No..not this time. I have lost the bubbles in my head and I am now sick of regularities. Therefore, the blueprint in my head currently shows no plan for this wreckend.
haha(: blueberrry snowblend with pearls..eek! who says revolution is always good? Pearls still do not get into my good books most "unfortunately". haha..i have offended chengying, the princess of pearls, with this statement.
haha(: the big hu-ha over voicemail..laughs* "thank you so much for being spontaneous!..that's what a FRIEND is for.." haha(:
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1:19 PM
