Monday, June 29, 2009
Arghhhh.. blogger is soo soo slow!! wanted to upload the pictures of lovely 29/06/2009. The day i got my most number of shock-prises!! Cindyyyy!! How can you leave just like that?! Enjoyed the days with you when we were just talking, debating and exchanging pointers on human issues. Im glad that you have found a better prospect in life and I do sincerely wish you all the best! We should meet on another day to talk about the discoveries Ive made(:
Twists and turns. Cheng and I were both shocked too. Splendid meal that took us off guard. News that was fed we could hardly contain. It struck me that I do not know what will happen in the near future. Soon, Chengy will not be working with me too. Brace yourself up and spines up. Not to that extent though.
The similarity of the new and old is uncanny. Insecured. Materialistic. Guarded. Obscure. The first time I felt as though I was speaking and being in a different dimension when time is not a constant. You do not have to know me, but I do not want to know what you are. The ugliness of human nature erodes the carefree spirit.
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10:46 PM
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Exhausted. Finally I have completed my breast stroke course. Today I learnt the free style strokes. My first attempt at it and my swimming coach was very amazed by my strokes. He thought I have learnt free style before (: Delighted as I am a good imitator(actions, speech) and so I can learn fast I guess. The strokes are harder and you will feel as though your arms and especially your legs are tearing apart. Definitely more difficult than breast stroke. I think I am more or less keeping myself occupied with work and lesson. the meeting today was flat..i think throughout the conference, i was just slouching in my comfortable chair(playing with the side levers) and gorging myself fat with the food provided.
I am THIS EXCITED for my Korean Class that is starting this Sunday!! YAYYY!!
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9:43 PM
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Now what. Time seems to stop for me and yet go double quick-time for the rest of my peers. It feels like a hop-scotch game whereby i have reached the end, but lost my balance on my way back. That's it. Now you have to wait for others to go and perhaps hopefully lose their balance so that you can have your next go at it. Meanwhile, I just stand there and watch the others play the game. You know that there is nothing sore about it. You know you can jolly well walk away and entertain yourself with five stones or a cheap 15cents syrup drink. Yes, I cannot stop and stand around. I should go and take a walk in the garden. By the time I'm done with other things, it will be my turn again...
my little analogy for my situation now(: pardon me if you cannot understand. But who really can? I mean, people sympathize me because i cant make it to universities?? My grades were ACDBD and im the bunch of weevils that falls through the sieve. A neither here nor there grades that cannot make it to NUS or NTU. Didnt have the brain to sign up for SIM etc.. Now all doors are closed. Am I okay with the decision?? What else can I do?
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9:58 PM
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
The movie Dance Subaru is an inspiring film to watch. Firstly, we were all afraid to take the front row as we are afraid of neck cramps in the midst of the film. Dare-devils Iris and I stood up to the challenge. Oh well, I guess I didnt want to wait for another time to watch it since I was already there and the next movie screening is 9.45pm. Way too late for a slumber-lover like me. Thus, I was glad, almost grateful that Iris decided to watch it with me. Yuen yin and Want ting waited for us during the movie screening. Our front seats were comfortable with adequate leg-room space and the screen was further than we thought. Good. Now the movie.
What I like about the movie was that they have sections like Prelude, Act 1, Act 2, Act 3..as though you were watching a ballet. Then, the black stray kitten(eventually grows into a cat), was the catalyst that spurred the plot on, linking each scene seamlessly together. It was also mentioned how Subaru(using first person narration) was just like the stray cat. The kitten brought Subaru when she was young, to the glass doors of the studio where dancers practised. It brought her to the Carabet's owner, where she was given a chance to shine(even though it was a stage meant to entertain silly drunkards). In other words, the cat's part in the movie is one that of great importance. Subaru's talent in dancing was spotted by a few since young. The desire to dance for Kazama(twin brother who passed away due to hereditary disease) fires the inner passion that Subaru has for dance. Strong-willed and determined, Subaru sets off to her journey of dance(uncertainties, back stabbing by friends). The aunt, who is the carabet's owner, told Subaru that her fear of death before each major event gives her the feeling of re-birth when she got over it and stepped onto the stage. She danced with liberation because she was no longer dancing for anyone, but for herself. The almost predictable plot, with some tear stinging moments, worked well with great directing skills. I love how the lights and the camera-angles went whenever Subaru is dancing. A spine-chilling feeling. Perhaps only those who knows how it feels like to be on stage performing when all eyes are set on you, will truely enjoy this movie(: Another Jap movie that I love. Waiting for the next dance movie!!
Labels: Dance Subaru
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4:35 PM
Monday, June 15, 2009
My back aches after the glitter tattoo stunts. haha(: but i guess it is all worth the trouble. So many exciting things to look forward to. I have signed up with great success for my Korean language class at cambridge language centre(: very much anticipating it to start at end of june/early july. However, that period will also be the moment of truth for my very long-awaited appeal. I really hope that He can hear me from up there. Oh well..till then, keep wishing upon that star.
Movie Dance Subaru outing later. If it is a nice movie, as usual you will see my lengthy comments. haha(:
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12:23 PM
Saturday, June 6, 2009
Yay!! I can swim already..after two lessons. Hmm..a big thankyou to Iris who came to my last two practices with me. haha(: Just came home from swimming and a little sun-tanning. My gosh, my back is totally sun-burnt and is radiating heat!! Luckily, i slapped sun-block on my face and neck. So apparently, I am burnt only on my back and arms. As red as a lobster. Sheesh..how to get rid of the tan lines?? I think that i am addicted to swimming. After a run at the gym with chengying yesterday, this morning I went to Botanical gardens to exercise with mum..and heading to gran's place for a swim. Stay active and happy!!
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7:59 PM
Friday, June 5, 2009
KABOOM!! OH NO, IT'S A PHOTO BLAST!!
Motivational food that kept me going...
and going...for the brainless and mundane beauty business.
THANK YOU CHENGYING!!(:
Labels: Beep--beep--beep~
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9:40 PM
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Apologies for leaving this blog so so dead. The next time, i promise a photo blast..like really a photo blast! cos photo loading is so slow..and im so caught up with appeals, ork, and korean dramaaaaaa!! Cant help but keep watching and watching. One drama after another...its an addiction that I cant kick. And it is getting nosier and each time i watch overtime and i have to fast forward everytime. hmm..maybe i should take it slow..till then..see you!
Labels: kumoiwyo
Liberated at
12:49 PM
Motivational food that kept me going...
THANK YOU CHENGYING!!(:
Okay, the pictures are all jumbled!! Oh well, if not, why do i call it a "photo blast"? Basically, it should be the pre-rox celebration, National Musuem for Christain Lacroix's collections, rox's bday celebration and dancers@timbre. Promise kept.