Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Now what. Time seems to stop for me and yet go double quick-time for the rest of my peers. It feels like a hop-scotch game whereby i have reached the end, but lost my balance on my way back. That's it. Now you have to wait for others to go and perhaps hopefully lose their balance so that you can have your next go at it. Meanwhile, I just stand there and watch the others play the game. You know that there is nothing sore about it. You know you can jolly well walk away and entertain yourself with five stones or a cheap 15cents syrup drink. Yes, I cannot stop and stand around. I should go and take a walk in the garden. By the time I'm done with other things, it will be my turn again...
my little analogy for my situation now(: pardon me if you cannot understand. But who really can? I mean, people sympathize me because i cant make it to universities?? My grades were ACDBD and im the bunch of weevils that falls through the sieve. A neither here nor there grades that cannot make it to NUS or NTU. Didnt have the brain to sign up for SIM etc.. Now all doors are closed. Am I okay with the decision?? What else can I do?
Liberated at
9:58 PM
